This might be a long shot ..then again I'm pretty sure I've got the right guy.
We use to be buddies waaaay back when.. you used the name TheScotticus and had an unhealthy obsession with the Goo Goo Dolls
I used a variety of sceennames.. girlcalledkill, blameworthypoet, darlingagony (good grief they're all so depression!).. anything ring a bell?
The other day I was searching for what I left of my old, young self on the internets and came across my old fanfic profile BlameworthyPoet and an old deadjournal account Jenneth (that I begun using again) and I remembered you, rather fondly.. but forgot how we lost touch.
If I just rambled all of this to a complete stranger please accept my sincerest apologies for wasting your time.. unless this somewhat amused you. .then you're welcome!